where is my mind?

I don't know where this one came from.  It's likely a combination of all the change in my life right now.  I had 45 minutes in this session to figure out what I wanted to do.  These photos (i.e., manufactured and posed) are not supposed to be on this blog as it represents the antithesis of the purpose for this blog.  Embrace it.  It's mere inclusion here is indicative of my state of mind. 

I asked him to give me emotionless.  He did.  That's how I feel right now.  I put myself into this box that's just a little bit off.  Uncomfortable and strange.  I was recently challenged to look for the truth in my subject.  I think this is the current state of what I am observing right now.  Emotionless exhaustion coupled with a sense of "what the hell?"  Maybe more like: WTF?

Oh "truth," why are you so hard to find?